morocco diary day 5

my morocco diary day 5/12

- saturday 22.04.2023

« about the in-between space, holy nothing & the longing for clairity»

It is the fifth day of our morocco journey. And everyday, we drive for several hours. And while our drives, I could feel my « beeing in-between space » in every cell of my body.

Last august I finished my bachelor degree in social work. This was the end of a 12 years period of my life, where I invested very much of me into my education. Since then, and until the end of august, I am in a parttime employment.

And on purpose I decided not to plan, what I will do from september on.

I decided to just leave this space open. To listen to the universe & let it guide me.

So for months now, I am in this « in-between space ». I have ended something, but the new is not here yet.

On one hand, I absolutely love & enjoy this being free in space. This not knowing. This letting go & trusting. I am embracing this « holy nothing »! There are days I can completely surrender & enjoy it. And there are days where I am feeling scared & unsecure, where my mind wants to plan my life tight again & find « security » through that.

But then I remind myself again,

since 12 years now, from september on it is the first time again, where I don’t know in advance, where my life will take me. And deep within me, this feels like a big blessing!

So today I wish to empower you, in case you are in an in-between space too, to surrender to it & soak in it’s blessings.

And I also want to tel you, that it is completely understandable, if you have a longing for clairity. A longing for answers to questions you carry in your soul!

My mantra:

« At exactly the right time I will receive the answers & guidance my soul longs for. »

Trust, beloved soul,

so do I, as best as I can.

Much Love,

Mira 💛